silver bullet & a gun made of gold♥

"you know that place between sleep and awake ? the place where you can still remember dreaming ? that's where i'll always love you, peter." - tinkerbell. <3
 
f - f u c k
i - it
s - s h i t
h - happens
 
my best friend constantly stabs me in the back by going after guys i love.
and i can't let her go.
even though i hate her.
no biggie, though. it's cool.

i know it's been a while. sorry bro.
anyways,
 
most of these pictures are from my tumblrr.
 
http://jailennxx.tumblr.com/#
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i follow back.

THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD.
cause i'm on the phone with my biffel desree.
& i love her,
but she is a m a j o r c r e e p e r
on this song.
<3 my life.
idefk..
i'm like freaking out,
having a f u c k i n g meltdown.
ajkhdsyugadhjfaiuhdbfa
f u c k. <333
 

 
Is your hair up?: fa shoo
Is your phone right beside you?: yezzurp, i am conversating on it.
Do you have a bf?: nahh
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: haiiil nah.
Do you have plans for tonight?: nahh. just chillin like a villian.
Are you wearing makeup?: never.
Are you wearing chapstick?: i need some.
Are you cold?: nope.
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you excited?: for what?
Are you watching tv?: no.
Who's the last person you IMed?: emma saltyman?
Who's the last person that you called?: DES<3
 
PAST
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: pahha, yeah.
Ever spit at someone?: uhm, no?
 
Q: When did you last cry?
A: idefk.
 
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: sometimes
 
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: not really.

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A: sure
 
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: uhm, my own?
 
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: blaaack
 
Q: Do you have any pets?
A: two dogs yo.

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
A; liiight blue.
 
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A: most likely skyping the love of my life, anthony daniel.
 
Q: last person you talked to :
A: i am currently talking to desree.
 
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
A: idk, day before yesterday?
 
Q: Look to your left, what's there?:
A: some pillows, the wall, & jed.
 
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: sho nuff.

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A: hail no.
 
Q: Song that makes you cry?
A: fall for you, secondhand serenade. anything pierce the veil.

Q: Are you a normally happy person?
A: not really.
 
Q: Is your self-esteem low?
A: nahh.
 
Q: What colour are your eyes?
A: mud brown.
 
Q: Long or Short Hair?
A: middle, kinda shortish.
 
Q: Current Music?
A: besitos, pierce the veil,
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Basics:
1. Name: jailen
2. Age: fifteeeeen
3. Shoe Size: seven & a half
4. Hair Color: blackkk
5. Eye Color: brown
6. Height: five foot two
7. Most Attractive Feature: my body. definitely.
8. Least Attractive Feature: skin? smile? nose?
9. Make-Up: never.
10. Glasses/Contacts: 2O/2O baby(;
11. Clothing: SWEATS. <3
12. How Many Legs: fifty five, like everybody else.
13.Cosmetic Surgery: for what? stretch marks?
 
Friends:
14. Do You Have Too many to name? no. not really.
16. Last Person You Went To A Movie With: my mommy
17. What Movie Did You See: source code.
18. Was It Any Good: amaaashing
19. Last Person to Call You: anthony daniel
20. Last Text: anthony daniel
21. What Did It Say: "immma gooooo......"
2. Funniest Friend: jas?
23. Smartest Friend: i'm the smartest, but next to me? emma i guess.
24. Tallest Friend: daniel :D
25. Shortest Friend: lizette, shorter than me by an inch.
26. Friend Most Likely To Show up At Your Door With A Sack Of Potatoes: i really don't even know how to answer this.
27. Best Hair: NINA.
28. Best Eyes: bosef?
29. Best Teeth: MEEEE.
30. Best Style: emma/des/lizette
31. Most Honest: me.
32. Most Trustworthy: des
33. Least Likely To Lie: emma
34. Most Beautiful: emmers
35. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nahh

oooohtay,
so, if i were in hogwarts,
which, sadly, i am not,
i would hope to be in ravenclaw, just because they're all effing boss.
those would be my uniforms.
the one on the left is the more formal one.
the girl at the top is how i would wear my hair.
& those would be my rings & my wand.
hooooope you like(;

kay, so this set sucks,
but it's only for an announcement anyways.
so, i know i'm a fail, & i never come on polyvore,
but it was my freshman year,
i had soccer, & hours of honors homework,
i had to learn to manage myself.
but now it's summer, & polyvore is back on baby.
what i really need are set challenges.
those are what get my creativity flowing
if ya know what i mean (;
ahhah, so anyways, comment. like.
whatever.
send me set requests.
kthanksbye. (;
 

 
[]I’m loud.
[xxx]I’m sarcastic.
[]I cry easily.
[x]I have a bad temper.
[]I’m easy to get along with.
[]I have more enemies than friends.
[]I’ve smoked.
[]I drink coffee.
[]I clean my room daily.
My appearance:
[]I wear makeup.
[]I wear a piece of jewelry at all time.
[]I wear contacts.
[]I wear glasses. (sometimes)
[x]I have/had braces.
[x]I change my hair color often.
[]I have a piercing.
[x]I have small feet.
Relationships:
[x]I’m in a relationship now.
[]I’m single.
[]I’m crushin’.
[x]I’ve missed an ex before.
[xxx]I’m always scared of being hurt.
[]I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[xx]I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x]I’ve been in love more than two times.
[]I believe in love at first sight.
Friendships:
[]I have a best friend.
[]I have at least ten REAL friends.
[]I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
[]I’ve beaten up a friend.
[]I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
[]I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences:
[]I’ve been on a plane.
[]I’ve taken a taxi.
[]I’ve taken a city bus.
[x]I’ve taken a school bus.
[x]I’ve made a speech.
[]I’ve been in some sort of club.
[]I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
Music:
[x]I listen to R&B.
[x]I listen to pop.
[x]I listen to techno.
[xxxx]I listen to rock.
[xxxxxx]I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
[x]I download music.
[x]I buy CD’s.
Family Life:
[]I get along with both of my parents for the most part.
[]My biological parents are still together.
[x]I have at least one brother.
[]I have at least one sister.
[]I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x]I’ve ran away from my home.
[x]I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x]I’ve made my parents cry.
[]I’ve lied to my parents.
[]I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[]I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
[]I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
[x]I cant lie to my parents.
Hair:
[x]I’ve been brown.
[x]I’ve had streaks.
[x]I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
[x]I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
[x]I’ve been blonde.
[x]I’ve had black.
[]I’ve been red.
[x]I’ve been light brown.
[x]I've dyed my hair an unnatural colour.
[x]I use conditioner.
[x]I’ve curled my hair.
[x]I’ve straightened my hair

FUCKMYLIFEFUCKMYLIFEFUCKMYLIFEFUCKMYLIFE.

USELESS.

just, ignore the title of this set.
its as meaningless as i am to him. (:
 
uhh, idk. whatever. it's late. my biffel emma just turned 15 twelve minutes ago. yeah. nbd.
everything sucks.

quite obviously all my sets look like s h i t.
why do i even bother?
so found out i'm bipolar today.
not that anybody reads these anyway.
fml.

this is mee first templatahh.
yeahh boiii.